Full Name: Visimar Colwa Gerantul
Species: Arctic Dragon
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Likes: Pokemon, comedy, writing, video games, lighthearted and/or kind people, birds, reptiles, being cold*, anything poisonous
Dislikes: General rudeness, heat, sunlight, large crowds, being pressured, disbeliefs of the spirit/fantasy realm
Close Friends: , , Diego Kohari.
Girlfriend/Mate?: Yes...GuardianAbsol. Love ya!
Nicknames Used in the Past: Weapon Yoshi, Drak Hamayashi.
Misc. Info: When you first speak to me, I might just seem like a really quiet dragon who dooesn't talk much, but in fact I can go for hours on end if we bring up an interest. I slao don't like seeing others harboring their inner feelings and not sharing them, as this increases their stress level dramatically. I want to help thoose said others, however sometimes my fear or screwing something up prevents me of helping them...
*: By cold I mean temperature. I feel most comfortable when in cold weather conditions.
So much for having a good Christmas... *Sigh*posted Dec 25th 2005, 9:58PM
Mood: Anxious
Believe it or not, my Christmas was NOT good. All day I've been feeling anxious, and it gradually grew worse as the day progressed. Right now my anxiety is so bad that my whole body is aching real bad, not to mention that I'm shaking uncontrollably.
Though this rant I'm about to go on about doesn't have to do with what happened today, I'm going to say it in here to prevent another journal entry.
If you're wondering why I was requesting images so much, it's because I lack the capability to talk about something serious and the recipent(s) understanding correctly. I've wanted to explain my feelings really bad, but that is impossible for me to say both by text and by voice. Only an image can make me feel that I got my point across (Even if it doesn't show the problem(s) I'm having at all), but with those chances being so slim I'm only left to hold it all in, which is exactly what I don't want to happen. Also, since I have been unable to draw anything right lately, I cannot take it up to do what I want to be expressed visually myself. To top it off I also can't get a job. Say what you will, but unless the job has people in charge that can understand what anxiety I go through every day and not try to hinder me knowing that, I will never get one, therefore I cannot afford to request commissioned images, and so far there are none like that around here. It's just plain impossible for me to deal with these the most sensible and/or the way people expect them to be dealt with...
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